Meditation

I sit here,
Try to focus,
Try to not think;
Clear head meditation,
Mental cleansing,
But I fail.
My body screams,
Pulse pounding my need,
My scent fills the air.
With eyes closed,
I see you,
Reaching out to me,
Touching me.

With legs weak,
Carpet stained,
I stand from the floor;
I bow my head,
Heavy with your memory.
I must clean this mess,
I must begin again.