Showing posts with label Violence. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Violence. Show all posts

The Divorce

"Fuck me!" She screamed, desperation thick in her voice. Cold eyes stared at her, silent and disapproving.

By now, the neighbors would be awake. They would know that Sherry and Dave had their final fight. Word would spread before the sun rose and the entire block would know that Dave had finally filed for divorce and broke the news to Sherry.

"You bastard!" She wailed, "You can't ignore me! I gave you three beautiful children! I let you have your whore! But this?"

Ears would be turned toward open windows while coffee warmed hands on the cool November morning. Though no one could truly hear it, each of the eavesdroppers would imagine the rustling of papers waving in the air.

"Goddamnit!" Sherry screeched, "Why her? What does she have that I don't?" Dave continued to remain silent.

Divorce happened all the time on the sleepy little cul-de-sac, but no one would ever have suspected the Coopers. They projected marital bliss with the perfect All-American family. That is, until this morning; their seemingly crisp and clean laundry was quickly being shown just as soiled as the rest of the neighbors'.

"Fuck me!" Sherry's voice shook, tears shredding holes in her once solid tone. "Bend me over the table! Right here, like you used to! Please!" Her screaming faltered to begging. She dropped the divorce papers as she fell to her knees, her manicured nails fumbling with the buckle on his belt, "Just let me suck your cock and prove to you I'm the one you want!"

Dave backed away, "Pull yourself together, Sherry. It's over between us; has been for awhile." He turned and lifted his keys off the hook by the front door, "I have to get to work. We can discuss my moving out tonight."

The neighbors would pretend nothing was wrong, smile and raise a coffee mug in greeting as Dave walked to his car in the driveway. Everyone would go about their normal routines, just business as usual, the same way they played ignorant of every other domestic dispute on the block. Or, they would, if the morning's events had stayed at a mere wailing from a soon to be ex-wife desperate for her husband's attention. This morning, however, they gathered on their porches, their steaming coffee painting trails in the air as they stood, dressed in robes, watching the red and blue lights strobe in the early dawn hour.

As Dave opened the door, Sherry did something she only ever thought a nightmarish fantasy: she pulled open the hidden drawer in the entry's catch-all table, wrapped her fingers around the cold steel of a Colt .45, and lunged up off her knees.

"You fucking bastard!" she screamed in a final battle cry, and let loose her pent up rage at being the legal wife, but always his second choice. Six solid shots sank deep in his back. 

An Angry Caress

I can feel your hand now,
The back of your fingers softly gliding down my cheek,
The heat of your anger radiating into my skin,
Fueling the fire burning beneath the surface:
Evidence of my shame brought forth.

Your hand travels a small trail but time stands still.
Your knuckles rake gently and my eyes flutter closed,
Anticipation boils under the shame...

Halfway now, I feel the tension bubble through your hand -
- A whimper threatens to tear out my throat -
Will you clench my chin? Will your palm grasp my hair?
Or will there be a bruise I need to cover come morning?

Your whore kneels before you, frozen in time,
A dirty slut reveling in your touch,
Waiting...

The back of your hand draws closer to the end of its short journey -
- A sob sears through my chest, begging for release -
The pain is imminent, I know,
I await the dreadful pleasure with baited breath.

A single tear flows in the wake of your hand,
Tracing the dead space and cooling the flame you leave;
I count the milliseconds until your touch disappears...

You will be rough and I hope for nothing less,
But just once I wish I knew why:
What injustice have I caused to deserve this punishment?

The Sleeper

Joe walked into the bar, nodded a greeting to the bartender in passing, and sat, alone, at the table in the corner. His back, still hidden beneath a thick and dirty leather duster, was stiff and pressed to the wall through the chair. He lowered his hat and leaned his head down, crossed his hands over his chest, and waited.


Charles paced between his car and the next in the parking lot. Long, willowy fingers fidgeted with the lock of the briefcase held in his hands. Wire-rim glasses slid along a sweat-soaked nose and were promptly pushed back in front of dilated hazel eyes. His thin lips muttered senselessly as he walked the tight circle considering his options. Calculations ran quickly through his mind, first accepting his choice, then shying away from the act.

A car sputtered, the bang of a backfiring engine startled the indecisive man and sent him, adrenaline pumped, into the dimly lit and smoke filled bar.

Charles did his best to keep the wild-look of fear and anxiety off his face as he nudged his way through the growing crowds. He finally approached the rear wall and halted, scanning for the first time for the man described in the email. On his second sweep of the tables, Charles realized the sleeping man was not really sleeping, instead he was watching the room. Charles approached, hesitant about pulling out a chair, debating once again pacing in place.

Joe tapped his fingers, a small gesture meant only for Charles. Charles sat. Silently, he lifted the briefcase, unlocked the combination, and cracked the lid. He turned the opening to the other man and waited for some form of acknowledgment. Joe moved slowly, as if roused from a much needed slumber. His thick fingers traced the locks while his sharp eyes peered quickly inside. The case snapped shut and disappeared beneath the table, safely resting against Joe's leg.

Charles squirmed as Joe returned to his "sleeping" state. Realizing his dismissal, he stood and walked out in a daze. It is done, then, he thought to himself. The lying, cheating bitch will get what she deserves!


Two days later, a woman walked into her lover’s apartment. Her keys slipped on the hook as her purse landed atop the hallway table. Her coat fell down her arms and the chill of the air unit blasted her skin. She shed her clothing, little by little, as she wandered through the rooms. She crawled under the covers into bed and snuggled against the man sleeping in the dark.

Instantly she stiffened, but before she could scream, a hand clamped over her mouth and a stranger’s body rolled her onto her back. The muscled bulk of a well toned and brawny man crushed her petite form. Fear seared through her body as she realized every inch of the man touching her was skin; she was in bed, pinned, by a naked man, a man that was not her lover. This man was also very firm, pulsing, and ready. She froze.

The smell of leather and smoke permeated his flesh and penetrated her nose as he leaned down to whisper, gruffly, in her ear, "Your husband, Charles, sends his regards." Pain radiated from her core as he sank deep, thrust without mercy, over and over again.

Summer Fling

Perching prettily,
You are unafraid.
Why should you be?
My thoughts are hidden,
Secluded,
Buried deep
Just below the surface.
I lay you back slowly,
Caresses flutter down your sides...
Was the moan of anticipation me or you?

My red tongue flicks,
Wetting parched lips,
A growl of hunger soon follows;
I waited for you,
Counted down the weeks,
Marked off the days,
Until today:
Perfectly ripe for the picking,
I have you now.

One hand brushes your firm belly,
Fingers tickling and steadying,
While the other creeps by,
Grasping a handful of plastic,
Just out of view...

Cold steel scrapes your shoulder,
Shudders spread as I smile,
Chills creep along my arms,
Anticipation,
And still you do not fear;
Do my eyes still hide my intent?
I press my mouth to your chest,
A light kiss;
Do I imagine you sigh?

My blade flashes in the light,
Illuminating my face,
Breath catches -
Yours?
Mine?
- Yes!
But still you are trusting,
Lying still,
Waiting,
Anticipating...
...What?
Penetration,
Piercing thrusts,
Slowly sawing in and out,
Swiftly plunging deeper;
Positioning myself
I do not deny you.

It is our game,
The knife has just been a prop,
Blunted edge never scoring,
But before you were not ready -
Until today your trust quivered,
Wavered,
Fear strum along your edges...
- Today you sing!
Sharpened stainless steel sinks,
Tearing tissue and parting flesh!

A shock to your system,
Not a drop dribbles forth,
Hilt-deep I have driven the blade,
Fatal trust frozen forever on your face,
Staring blindly through me,
Onward up toward the ceiling,
Your last breath cool in the room,
Echoing into my ear.

Alone,
I carve you,
Blood cooling and pooling as I slice,
Pale pallor vibrant against your reddened core -
Oh how delightfully gorgeous!
A once-living portrait I cherish,
The same yet different from those that came before;
I wonder if you will taste as sweet...
- Around your heart I cut,
The best I shall save for last,
A succulent dessert after a fine feast.

Your shell barely more than a rind,
Food fit only for the vermin;
Your bones like seeds,
Carefully extracted and tossed aside;
Ruby lips doused in your cool blood
Slurp your juice off fattened fingers;
The center of you remains,
A jewel on my plate.

With care I cleanse my mess,
Clothing covered coyly by a bib,
Eyes dancing merrily over your precious organ;
Tenderly I pick away and work inward,
Reveling in the oral ecstasy evoked.

As the years pass,
My annual tradition I shall keep,
And I shall name you forever my favorite
Until a better watermelon crosses my path.

In The Wake Of His Love

Thrown to the ground,
All sanity has fled,
Accusations spill forth,
Excuses fly through his mind:
She deserves every hit,
Asked for every kick.
Black and blue she trembles,
Huddled tight as her body will allow;
His touch on her skin is rough,
Grasping and pulling in anger,
Cloth rips in shreds,
A ruined and dirty pile.
Pinned to the floor,
Inescapable in his hold,
Tears stream down hot and bitter,
Emotions peak with his release.
Tossed out like the day's garbage,
Her body convulses in the wake of his love.

Untitled (pt 1)

Ahksana awoke to a face full of sunshine. It took her a minute to roll over to look at the alarm clock. She groaned, not just from the pain, but from the early hour proudly proclaimed in green: it was barely ten thirty in the morning. A splitting headache made loud protests as she attempted to sit up. She sat still, with her head in her hands, until the room stopped spinning. With eyes half closed, she stumbled off the king-size bed and into the adjoining bathroom. She struggled with the decision to turn on the light, ultimately flicking the switch up to help aid her search for aspirin.

As soon as the bright bulbs lit, her head screamed in agony. Softly cursing the pain, Ahksana fumbled over the counter top, opening each medicine bottle her hands grasped. She finally found the right bottle and popped four small white pills into her mouth. As she did so, she caught a glimpse of movement in the mirror. She froze, pills lodged halfway down her throat. She sputtered and gagged, reached for a glass and blindly filled it with water. She watched the woman in the mirror follow her movements, slowly lift her glass to her mouth as Ahksana did. She gulped down the mouthful of water at the fearful realization: the battered and bruised woman was truly her reflection. Tears welled to the surface of her eyes as she set the glass back on the counter. Tentatively, she raised her hands up to trace the black fist mark that marred her fair skin, the cause of the massive headache. It stretched fully across one cheek and from the bottom of her chin to the bottom of her left eye. The angry red cut at the top of the bruise, left by his ring, managed to brighten her already watery blue eyes.

Her sight blurred from the tears, the full memory of the night before playing once more through her mind. She knew better than to refuse him, especially when he had been drinking, but the thought of bedding him after he had forced her to watch as he took a willing Celest to his bed....



Celest lay satisfied, smiling lazily at Ahksana, thrilled she looked sick. Though Celest enjoyed being rubbed in Ahksana's face, she despised being thrown out of the room. Ahksana would have rather traded her places; instead she was cornered shortly after Celest's departure.

Ahksana feared the man she called her husband. She learned to be afraid the day he took her from her parents all those years ago in the Czech Republic. She knew he was evil from the beginning, when he held her arm in his grasp and killed her parents in cold blood. She found out just how evil he could be the first night he raped her. In all the years since, he had not let her forget her slave status.

When he had tossed Celest out the door, dressed in nothing but her stage heels, Ahksana knew there was nothing she could do. She was alone with him. She backed away from the bed, slowly sunk into the shadows; a small thought flittered through her mind, giving her hope that she may escape his attentions if he were already satiated from Celest and as drunk as he appeared.  But her thin light of hope vanished as she struck the wall with a noticeable thump, snapping his hungry eyes directly to her half naked body.

She had not been allowed to change after working the stage at Europa, the high end gentlemen's club her husband owned. Her costume, by the end of the night, consisted only of gold, seven inch platform heels that strapped up to her knees, a brown leather thong with a mini-frill skirt, studded leather wristcuffs, and two leather ribbons: one worn as a choker, the other wrapped in her hair. Her lack of clothing made her feel more vulnerable, which fed his desire to feast upon her soft skin.

His advance blocked the doorway to the hall, but the cornered vixen is always alert for an escape from the hound. She knew he was enjoying her fear from the proud bob of his growing member; he was still nude and his rather rotund and repulsive figure was highlighted by Celest's juices. Ahksana's eyes darted around the room and found her solution: if she moved carefully, slowly, he might not notice as she made her way around to the bathroom door. For every one of his steps toward her, Ahksana made a half-step shuffle to her left, hands still behind her back, running along the wall.

Determined to make her escape, and too focused on watching her husband, Ahksana did not notice the scrap of Celest's discarded clothing that she tripped over. She did not fall, but she stumbled and turned into the wall to catch herself. She was only a few feet away from the bathroom door, and in her mind she knew if she were to make a quick dash, she would be free until he slumped in a drunken stupor. Her near fall pulled her husband out of his tunnel vision hunt; he realized she had been trying to slip away and his anger surfaced. He lengthened his steps and caught Ahksana seconds after her stumble. Her body was pinned to the wall beneath his, with her arms outstretched above her where they landed when she turned. Her frill of a skirt gave no protection against the very obvious and disgustingly sticky erection pressed quite firmly against her. Her wrists were held in his large and balmy hands, while his unshaven cheek rubbed down the right side of her face.

His rough German voice, breath reeking of cigar and alcohol, reverberated through her head, his mouth barely above her ear, "My pet thinks she can run away? How stupid can she be? Where can she go?"

Desperation to get away gave her strength. Instead of falling limp, her usual response, Ahksana struggled against his grasp, bucking back at him with her shoulders. She grit her teeth and forced her words to not betray her fear. Her sweet voice escaped her painted lips in a thick Czech accent, laden with ice, "Every pet runs free in the end. How long do you really think you can keep me?"

He transferred both of her hands under his left fist and ran his right hand gently down her cheek, under her chin, and further still to the tender skin trapped by the wall. Her struggles became more intense as she tried to jerk away from his traveling hand. "I will never let you go. Even after all these years, you still give me pleasure to own."

Ahksana turned her face back over her shoulder, facing him the best she could in her position. Her face distorted in revulsion, his very firm penis offering a contrast to the bulging soft body pinning her. "All you own is what you take by force! I curse you, Boris!" She ended her angry burst by spitting in his face.

Boris pulled back in surprise, his left hand still gripping her wrists. She arched back, trying to keep her balance, attempting to twist out of his grasp - the bathroom door was so close!

With her wriggling in his grasp, and with her spit still dripping fresh on his cheek, he pulled his hand back and hit the defiance off her face. The force of the blow knocked her to to the floor, the pain bringing tears to her eyes. She cowered in a crumpled heap, her left hand trembling as it tentatively held her cheek. Her chance at freedom for the night was gone, she was trapped. But just as the vixen cornered by the hunting hound, she refused to give in. She gathered herself and crawled backwards, stumbling with a newly broken heel.

He walked toward her and glared down at her with a mix of anger and hunger dredged across his pitted face. She once again hit the wall as he towered over her, his bulk appearing twice as large from her position on the floor. He reached down and grabbed her by the hair, pulling a fist full out of the leather tie. Ahksana was dragged to her feet and held firmly against his bear-like furry body by one arm, Boris' right hand still clenching her hair. He pulled back on her head, straining her neck, forcing her to look him in the face. In his native tongue, he snapped down at her, "Bitch! Worthless good for nothing bitch! I will have obedience from you yet!" His mouth came down hard on her mouth, forcing her lips to open for his tobacco flavored intruding tongue; his left thumb hooked through the frilly excuse for a skirted thong and ripped the thin fabric away, disrobing Ahksana completely. Boris's hand groped greedily at her bare flesh, kneading her skin with his rough hand, and grasping her tight against his grinding hips as he began to fuck the space between their bodies.

Ahksana, with her head still pulled back, could barely breathe. She supressed her instincts to struggle for fear of snapping her own neck. In her mind she knew there was no use; she was trapped. She fell pliant in his arms; she submitted to her defeat.

Boris growled when her struggle ended and dove deeper into her reluctant mouth. His right hand released her hair and wrapped around the back of her neck, possessively cradling her to his face. His left arm scooped her thin frame up against his large body. He grunted with the effort, but showed no other signs of being out of shape. He crossed the small bedroom and threw her onto the bed. Ahksana let out a cry of pain as she landed on the old matress; springs dug into her skin, slick with the night's earlier activities.

Released from his grasp, the urge to run returned. Ahksana stumbled backwards on her elbows while her shoes caught no traction on the lumpy cushions; her broken shoe marked her retreat with freshly poked holes in the fabric. Boris chuckled, a deep gutteral reverberation that sent chills down Ahksana's spine. She stiffened and halted her crawl. She knew what came next, and had learned that it was best to succumb to his wishes, no matter how disgusting or degrading.

She lay propped on her elbows and stared in horror as he pumped himself in anticipation; his large hand wrapped around his rather thick appendage and consumed the length, the grotesque display resembling a fat toad trying in vain to lick its nose. The sudden thought of imagery did nothing to quell the trembling that took hold of her as he moved forward onto the bed. With his free hand, he reached out and slid his rough calluses up her right leg. He parted her legs and crawled between them, still obscenely stroking his stiff, stump-like erection. She lay back and closed her eyes as he drew nearer.

He covered her, snarling his triumph as he entered her. She gulped down a cry and bit her lower lip, her eyes squeezed tight. Boris bucked atop her, roughly groping her body with his large hands. She rolled her head to the side in an attempt to escape his alcoholic breath, but only managed to draw his attention to her face. While still thrusting to the beat only he could hear, Boris reached down and grabbed Ahksana's chin and twisted her neck to face him. He pulled her head off the mattress and panted, "Look at me, bitch! Such disrespect to ignore me!" An audible sob escaped her throat as she slowly opened her eyes. He smiled down at her, a menacing evil smile. His movements increased in both tempo and force, causing the tears to finally run down her bruised face. She turned her head once more to stare across the room, her body shaking from the crying as well as the man atop her.

He finished with one final push, his growl of pleasure echoing throughout the room. He pulled out and away from Ahksana and collapsed on the mattress beside her. Ahksana, too ashamed and bruised to move, half rolled onto her side and let the tears fill her vision completely.



Those tears were the same tears that met her eyes in the mirror. She had cried herself to sleep the night before, she knew, but Ahksana had no recollection of Boris leaving. She was thankful he had not bothered her when he had left; there were nights he was relentless and would not give her much rest.

She knew he had no real emotion for her; he thought of her as simply his property, a vessel to carry children and bear him sons. A piece of chattel. A brood mare. She had been fortunate to have survived without becoming pregnant, but she also feared that the longer she stayed, the less likely she would remain lucky.

Ahksana dried her tears with a washcloth. She had to get away. She would figure the details out later, but the knowledge that she would one day be free gave her the strength to pull herself together mentally. With a clearing mind, she showered, gently cleansing herself of Boris' rough possession.

Control

She waited until he was calm and dinner was taken away. How would he react to the news?

Slowly she stood up in front of him. "Honey-bear, I have something to tell you..."

He looked up at her, her usual cheery face was replaced by an unsure visage. "Is it good news or bad?"

"A little of each," she went over it in her mind: on one hand it was wonderful news that could bring the two of them closer together; but on the other it was the worst news in the world - from a financial point of view, at least. "You're going to be a daddy," she whispered.

"WHAT?!" She expected such a reaction. It was a surprise to her, too. But then his face became stone and his voice ice, "You can't have a baby. You don't need a child yet." You? What happened to 'us'? Her thoughts became muffled by his words, "You can't have this baby. Get an abortion. How far along are you? Never mind that, we'll schedule an appointment for the morning." He started for the phone. Before he picked it up, she put her hand sternly on his.

"I will not have an abortion. I'm going to carry this baby to term if I can."

"Then you'll do so without me. You're not ready for a child and neither am I. An abortion would be our best option."

She couldn't believe what she was hearing. He knew how religious she was and how unethical she believed abortions were. His words were like daggers ripping out her heart. "I will not have an abortion. I will not kill something we made. I will not kill a part of me. I want my child, no matter if it is a boy or girl, to have a father. And it will. Either physically or financially, you will be a part of this baby's future. And you can stop with all the yous. It takes two to tango and when the music played, you danced, too. You're every bit a part of this as I am, so get your act together and take responsibility for what you helped create!"

Her steady voice came easily to her. And her control over her anger was wonderful, too. Those were two things he loved about her. But her demanding him to raise a child he did not want was a slap in the face to him. "If you want that thing, then keep it. You won't get a dime from me. You won't be able to prove it is mine - I won't give a blood sample!"

"I'll sue if I have to. If you leave me, I'll drain you of every last penny you have in your bank account."

He couldn't stand her calmness anymore. He would not stand here and take her demands and threats anymore. Before she said any more, he backhanded her. Caught off guard, she crashed onto the coffee table. Bits of glass cut into her soft, well tanned flesh. Blood spouted out onto the white carpet from her neck. Her right shoulder and arm dislocated and broke as the weight from her nearly lifeless body rolled onto them. Her stomach, still small and hiding the life being created, opened in several places. Her lovely face became disfigured and unrecognizable. Her perfect breasts tore until they were indistinguishable from the rest of her petite body.

Remorse of his actions was the furthest thing from his mind. Satisfaction coursed his veins as he stared down at the finale of the conversation. He would never be forced to do something he did not wish to.

Abuse Addiction

Punch me
I need a hit
I'm addicted to the pain.
It's vicious
I know
But I can't help it.
Kick me
One more time
I need the rush, the high.
Hit me
Knock me down
Throw me toward the bed.
Jump me
Pound me hard
Give me nothing short of Hell.
I cum
As you cum too;
We lie still together.
I cry
You sleep.
Black and blue I wonder
Why this
Painful pleasure
Has this hold on me.